March 22, 2009
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3.22/2009
God, I've been thinking about her all day. I'm trying to stop thinking about her, because it's seriously starting to distract my thoughts. I still don't completely understand this connection to this girl. I haven't really felt this way about anyone: Always wondering if she's safe, doing alright, and wanting to hear from her.
The strangest thing about this is that sometimes it comes in waves. Sometimes I don't think about her much and I can go through my day without so much as a thought about her, and other days its almost like my mind craves talking to her. Stranger yet is that I didn't really feel this longing when I was with Averya. Perhaps that was because of the nature of our relationship: The fact that we talked every day for hours. Perhaps moderation of communication creates this feeling.
Though, I wonder...What exactly is this feeling? Is this what love is like?
Hmmm...I wonder if she feels the same way.
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